
It wasn’t in a shiny box, and it wasn’t one of those expensive brands the other girls at Eveās school talked about. It was sitting on a dusty crate, wearing a faded blue velvet dress. One of its painted eyes was slightly chipped, and its yarn hair was a mess of tangles. But there was something about its faceāa gentle, frozen smile that reminded me so much of my late husband.
“How much for this one?” I asked the elderly woman running the stall. She had kindly eyes and hands weathered by time.
“For you?” she paused, looking me up and down, taking in my worn-out sneakers and the dark circles under my eyes. “Five dollars.”
Five dollars. That was exactly what I had left in my ‘treat’ budget for the week. I bought it.
That night, after Eve went to sleep, I went to work. I wasn’t a janitor in my own home; I was a doll surgeon. I washed the porcelain face until it gleamed. I combed out the yarn hair and braided it with a spare ribbon Iād saved from a gift years ago. I stitched the small tear in the blue velvet dress. By 2:00 AM, the doll looked beautiful. Not new, but loved.
The next morning was Eveās birthday. I made pancakes (just flour and water, but plenty of syrup) and presented the gift.
Eve gasped. She didn’t look at the chip in the eye or the old fabric. She hugged the doll tightly. “Sheās beautiful, Mommy. Iām going to name her… Angel.”
My heart swelled. We spent the day pretending Angel was a princess and our tiny apartment was her castle. For a few hours, the crushing weight of rent and bills disappeared.
A week later, disaster struck. Eve was playing with Angel when the doll’s arm snagged on the edge of the table. Riiip. The seam at the doll’s side burst open.
Eve burst into tears. “Mommy! Angel is hurt!”
“It’s okay, baby, I can fix it,” I soothed her, grabbing my sewing kit. I reached inside the doll to fluff up the stuffing before stitching it back up. But my fingers brushed against something hard and crinkly inside the torso. It wasn’t stuffing.
I pulled it out. It was a small, sealed plastic bag. inside was a folded piece of paper and… a thick stack of cash.
My hands trembled. I unfolded the paper. In shaky, cursive handwriting, it read:
“To the one who buys this doll: My name was Eliza. I was a seamstress. This doll was my last creation before my hands got too old to work. I have no family left, and I didn’t trust the banks. I told my friend at the flea market to sell this doll only to a mother who looked like she would fix it upāsomeone who saw value in broken things. If you are reading this, you took the time to care for her. Please accept this gift. Use it to make life a little less hard.”
I counted the money. It was $4,000.
It wasn’t a fortune to millionaires, but to us? It was everything. It was the rent arrears. It was the car repair so I didn’t have to take the bus to work. It was a warm winter coat for Eve.
I hugged Eve and Angel, tears streaming down my face.
“Why are you crying, Mommy?” Eve asked, wiping my cheek. “Is Angel okay?”
“Yes, baby,” I smiled, feeling the weight lift off my shoulders for the first time since my husband died. “Angel is just fine. And thanks to her… we’re going to be just fine, too.“